
RANDOM (AND SOMETIME
INCOHERENT) THOUGHTS
AND VIEWS OF AN OLD MAN
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I got up at 2
A.M. to make one of my frequent business trips to Southwest
Kansas.
There was no moon and the night was dark. I lifted my eyes
toward heaven and saw millions of stars like eyes looking
down on me and I thought. "O God, it's good to be alive".
I stopped at a roadside trash barrel just as daylight was
breaking over the rolling hills of the Panhandle of Texas. I
stood for a long time looking eastward across a broad valley
to the distant hills on the other side. I was trying to
absorb all this beauty and store it in my memory bank, when
I caught some movement out of the corner of my eye. I turned
to look and saw four antelope nearby. It was not night but
it was not yet day but in this nether land they grazed
unperturbed by my presences and I thought, "O God, it's good
to be alive".
It was about noon that same day and my business was
completed and I was returning home. I
stopped in Perryington, Texas and as I stepped from my
truck, I felt the rays of the sun hit my face. These were
the same rays of the sun that only hours before had thrilled
my heart as I witnessed them slowly but steadily inching
themselves out of the darkness of the night to bring us the
brightness of the day. But what in the beginning had been
soft pink rays were now transformed into brilliant golden
rays bringing warmth to the earth. I lifted my eyes to the
source of warmth and saw a beautiful bright ball of light in
the sky. As I stood there transfixed, I felt the cool winds
of heaven as they brought coolness to the heat of the day
and I thought, "O God, it is good to be alive".
Shortly before dusk, I arrived back home and as I pulled
into the driveway, I could see my beautiful wife and best
friend for more than 40 years milking her goats to get milk
for her bottle babies and I stopped and watched and my mind
wandered back to the first time I ever laid eyes on her
standing in the doorway of a little Baptist Church on a
Wednesday night. She quickly stole my heart and my life and
I thought, "O God, it is so good to be alive".
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